So its been six months. Lots has happened since last we talked. My perfect life has really changed. Yall..never take your perfect life for granted. My then perfect life now pretty much sucks. I dont mean sucks as in i am destitute and struggling or anything quite so dramatic..but I am not really living a life anymore. My relaxed pace of Mississippi, as backwards as it was, is totally over. Its all 90 or nothing here in Dallas. Yesterday I actually had a teenage boy block me in a parking lot just to be a jackass. I am totally serious. He refused to move. I had to call the cops. It took everything I had to not get out of my car and kick his smart little ass. I am not even kidding yall. And my tub is gone. No more jetted tub baths. The tub in our rental house is not even insulated, the water turns ice cold before the tub even fills. I cry every time I try. I know, poor me right? Well, it’s the little things in life that make me happy, so don’t go putting your judgy pants on just yet, because I’m not done with my tale. Now I am working 12 hour shifts with a one hour commute that I have to get up at 3:30am for , and it takes 2 hours to get home at 6pm, so that bath would have been a tiny bit of heaven. My school plans are totally on hold now too. The NP school here wont accept credits from Old Miss with the exception of two classes, so basically a whole year wasted. Um, great. Now I am two years behind.  Yes, I am whining. It’s taken me 6 months to even muster the mental strength to blog about how annoyed I am by being here in general. Really the only awesome thing I have so far is affordable Botox. So that is why I have changed the name of my blog. My husband, however is in pure heaven. He has his family down the road, his high school friends…he loves his job and he gets to work short days with no commute. It makes me hate him. I dont know how long I am gonna last here y’all. Pray for me.